broken

The last few weeks, I’ve been in a fog. I know Sarah’s birthday is coming up on Monday, but I wasn’t expecting it to be having such an effect on me this time. Silly me. It’s only the second birthday since she died. I may never get used to this.

I’m doing stupid things left and right. I swear to God I never used to be this much of a retard. I’m taking Monday off. I’ll try to do something life-affirming or something. I don’t know what I’m talking about. Maybe after I get past this hump I’ll go back to being marginally competent again. I hope I don’t break something important before then.