going out

So. Going out tonight with friends. Yesterday and today were both really bad days and I frankly don’t feel like going out at all. I just want to go curl up in a ball somewhere until Monday. Supposedly, that’s not good for me. They tell me that going out and being with people is good therapy at a time like this. I guess I won’t argue. I don’t really have the energy to argue anyway. I just feel really tired and worn out. It’s odd how sadness is so very tiring. And it’s different from person to person. Both Mom and Dad have been having trouble sleeping whereas sleeping is really all I want to do and I could sleep 24 hours a day if people would let me.